Venting

Okay, so have you ever gotten the feeling you're being pulled in every direction? Yep...I have that feeling. With the constant struggle of trying get school work done, conferences every weekend, my job, trying to actually have a life with friends, and just sleeping, I am out of time. I have been running like crazy to get ahead for college, or to satify others besides myself that I have no time to be a kid. Yes, I have had some fun times through some of it running (i.e. RYLA...taylor haha), but I've reached a point that I feel it isn't worth it to constantly be running. Am I crazy to pack myself down with all of this? What am I thinking? Didn't I leave governors school to make more time for childhood? I have reached the conclusion, that I need to slow down and actually say no to some things; maybe conferences, or less hours at work. All I do know is I can't continue at the rate I am going. If I do...I am crazy. I need a break!